Monday, February 21, 2011

What doesn't kill you makes you...skinnier?

I have always struggled with how I perceive myself. The mirror has a funny way of showing you what you don't like. I hate to admit this, but I will (because I know I'm not the only one!!), I can sit in the bathroom for literally hours pointing out every...single...flaw I can find (notice I say find instead of have). It may be tiny, but I'll find it and make it bigger than it really is. My husband hates when I do this. I'll even stay at home if I feel like too many of many flaws can be noticed-which isn't healthy whatsoever. Therefore, I have decided to overcome this. It's not going to be easy, but I believe starting this blog can help me find the me-the real me.

Starting today, my husband and I are beginning P90X (and I am scared half to death!). We're ready to get this started because we both want to be in the best physical shape that we can be! The purpose of this blog is to be more of accountability for myself. I'll be posting my beginning pics (aka before pics) and through the stages of the program I'll post more pics-in efforts to better see my progress. I will also be blogging about meals-even when I cheat so if I have any followers, you guys/ladies will hold me accountable as well :)

I've made excuses long enough and I've beat myself up way too much. I'm ready for a new me and a HEALTHY me. So let the workouts begin: because what doesn't kill you just makes you skinnier!!!